Birthday

It's my birthday tomorrow ... The big 18th! I'm dreading how many calories i'm going to have to consume, but i'm starting the skinny girl diet on Thursday ... so will be posting my daily intake and workout on here ... and any low calories recipes i find on my other blog :) Anyone want to join me? We can do this!

17th May 2013 2:45pm

I feel like i've abandoned you's again ... I'ts been exam season ... I've been stress binging :( My last exam was 2 days ago ... and i'm back on track ... for a while i did think about recovery ... But Ana is back and I'm lying in her arms crying, begging her to help me, to make me beautiful! I'm going to have a bit of 'me time' every night from now on ... An hour ... To post on here and my other blog ... And to read and comment on your posts too.

30th April 9:30pm

Binged today :'( taking lax's tonight and starting SGD tomorrow ... only got 4 days left of school so i don't really want to miss any more ... so tonight is my last night of lax's til the weekend .... Anyone want to start the SGD with me?

30th April 1PM

I have no idea what to do ... ive eaten a bit of cake this morning ... im meant to be starting the SGD today so i think im just going to have 200 calories for the rest of the day ... plus burn some calories aswell ... my friend is staying over tonight ... and i'm determined not to binge! on he downside .... i cut my arm last night ... about a year ago i switched to cutting on my legs to try and make it less obvious ... and so i could wear short sleeves again .. but that failed :(

Another Blog! :)

I have created another blog ... So i can mainly just use this one for my thoughts and my own struggles with food and depression ... My other blog was run by a few of us but i think the others have moved on ... so if you would like to help my run it just let me know! :)

My other blog will be where i post diets, workouts and low cal recipes ... and Also ... I have been diagnosed with an eating disorder ... but i still love to look at thinspo ... i don't know why ... i think it's partly because its so photogenic ... so i may post some thinspo on there too! :)

Other Blog! (:

Been fasting for 46 hours ... but my dad has gone to gt something from the chippy D: i have no idea how to get out of it ... i really cant put ANY weight on... i just can't .. help?

Saturday 12th January 02:07am

I got this idea from a book i read, So i shall start it off in a similar way, I've always wanted to be a ballerina, Not because of the dance ... but because of there body's and the discipline ... the amount of self control they have. The amount of calories they burn with every move, the sight of every single rib popping out.
I know you might be reading this and think 'oh she's a pro' .... well i'm not ... yes i love these 'thinspo' pictures ... i love the sight of bones ... but i am a diagnosed anorexic. just a short blog for the meantime as it's 2am here ... goodnight :)